Having my afternoon tea, I was contemplating and challenging myself as what the reasons are behind this breaking the silence and opening up to the public unexpectedly. Some of you may have the same question as well. Is it due to current calamity of COVID-19 with added tautness and the boredom of quarantine so I found a courage to take an advantage of the situation and more people surfing the webs, so I could be seen and heard easily? Is it that I’ve just found more time to invest on my passion for connection which I enjoy the most? Could it be due to the recent personal traumas that I’ve been going through, or is it just a coping mechanism to control my stress impulses in this difficult time? Whatever it is, I may have just had an awakening call right in middle of all these crises, pushing me to pursue an old desire to reach out and to tell about my life stories and the impacts of those events hoping I can plant a seed of change for a little more self-respect and personal growth in each of our minds to believe in ourselves with all of our faults that change is possible when our souls desire. I’ll leave the final judgement to you guys.